Apart from the rehab exercises, I haven't broken a sweat in, ummm... counts under breath five days. I don't feel like it. I don't even miss it. I feel odd - not bad or unhappy or anything, just a bit numb and lost. As though I'm floating. Ridiculous self-indulgence is all it is. I need a bloody good smack upside of the head. Count your damn blessings and get off your sorry arse, woman!
And another thing - we're going to America in four weeks (!!!!) and I'm not that excited. Mild interest about sums it up. I don't think I actually believe it. Any of it. I really do need a good smack upside of the head.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Lost in space
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4 much-appreciated comments:
I haven't broken a sweat in about 5 days either. And I seem to be fine with it at the moment...
You had a dream, and had it dashed.
It is ok to be sad about it.
Think of some things that to do in america that will make you feel better.
You have done a LOT of running this year. I honestly think it makes perfect sense that you sound tired.
down time is probably a good thing then :-)
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