Picture this: LBTEPA, knee-deep in the murk of self-dislike (every extra kg is solely due to slackness, laziness, personal weakness and plain old lack of character (unhelpful core belief: I must be perfect in order to have any worth as a person)), body-image issues (ditto, plus I don't belong here, I'm too fat, they're all laughing at me) and plain old butit'srainingandcoldIdontwannnnaaa! (to be fair, it is raining and not terribly warm)........
sipping on a nice hot cup of HTFU
then going out to DO.THIS. #$%&ing. TRIATHLON.
More anon, waders!
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Knee-deep
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5 much-appreciated comments:
Go make it happen, you can so do this!
Stop pinching my core beliefs. That one was mine, but I'm working on not believing in the gold elephant stamp anymore. (i.e. if you're perfect for long enough, someone will stamp your work with the gold elephant stamp. Guess what? It doesn't exist.)
I hope it was fun. I know you can rock it :)
Emma
dont listen to the negative voices. it's all about you, and this is what makes you happy :-)
I am so sure you are basking in self belief right now after forcing yourself to the start line. And I bet it was fun.
Ooh can't wait to hear the details...
Can relate to those core beliefs rearing their unattractive head... hope you are okay! report soon! ;)
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