everything is an example

The other day I decided to have a crack at mowing the lawn, which I don't usually do. Noddie was watching me as I struggled with starting the #$%&ing mower. "You can't start Daddy's lawn mower she remarked. I'll keep trying, I replied. No, she said, you can't start it. I was shocked. Who taught this kid this attitude? So I kept at it until I did start the #$%&ing thing. This involved two phone calls to the Spousal Unit to find out a) where he had hidden the fuel, and b) why the mower was blowing so much black smoke (it had nothing to do with me LOL). I didn't want to do it, really - although I felt very satisfied about taming the jungle, rrrrrooooaaaarrr! - but I couldn't bear to teach Noddie that if something is hard you just give up.

And on that note: I have signed up for Paulene's latest 12 week challenge. My aim over the last one was tO maintain - DONE - but this time I want a loss. 5kg. There. It's out there. That's my goal for the next 3 months. (takes deep breath).
What I am doing now
limited wine - hmmmm needs work
portion sizes - 7/10
after work carb fest - 8/10
building up running - 10/10
2 x weights - 5/10 (but I have also added 2 x swimming)

Things I can change this month
- start journaling again. A crashing bore but it does the job
- eat breakfast at home – no excuses
- only one (instant) hot chocolate at work. 99% fat free doesn’t mean calorie free
- marshmallows only at TTOM, and LIMITED TO ONE BAG!
- wine = no dessert and vice versa
- plan lunches for 'at home' days
I have also set up a buddy system with my friend L. If I feel like diving into the wine bottle/Noddie's leftovers/a chip bag I will sms her for a swift kick! We'll see how we go.

I didn't run this morning because J started work at 6.30. I would have had to get up at 5.00 and I'm just NOT THAT HARDCORE. I'll go tonight after uni.

The lovely Dawn challenged her readers to stop whining and think about what we are grateful for. I needed that gentle reminder!
THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR(in no particular order)
My husband and daughter
Being able to pay the heating bills, buy food and save some as well
A loving, comfortable home
My mum and the rest of my family and friends
Running, which gives me such happiness, achievement, and new friends and adventures
The opportunity to study and change my career
Living in a (relatively) safe country
Seeing the daffodils!! Spring will be here soon :)
My job, which I had better get back to!